<?xml version="1.0" encoding="UTF-8"?>
<rss version="2.0"
	xmlns:content="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/content/"
	xmlns:wfw="http://wellformedweb.org/CommentAPI/"
	xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/"
	xmlns:atom="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom"
	xmlns:sy="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/syndication/"
	xmlns:slash="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/slash/"
	>

<channel>
	<title>NicholasHaasch.com</title>
	<atom:link href="http://www.nicholashaasch.com/?feed=rss2" rel="self" type="application/rss+xml" />
	<link>http://www.nicholashaasch.com</link>
	<description>Personal Development Enthusiast</description>
	<lastBuildDate>Sat, 22 May 2010 10:50:45 +0000</lastBuildDate>
	<generator>http://wordpress.org/?v=2.9.2</generator>
	<language>en</language>
	<sy:updatePeriod>hourly</sy:updatePeriod>
	<sy:updateFrequency>1</sy:updateFrequency>
			<item>
		<title>A Homeless Man</title>
		<link>http://www.nicholashaasch.com/?p=267</link>
		<comments>http://www.nicholashaasch.com/?p=267#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Sat, 22 May 2010 10:50:45 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Nicholas Haasch</dc:creator>
				<category><![CDATA[Uncategorized]]></category>

		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.nicholashaasch.com/?p=267</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[I write this now still in the luxury of my air conditioned car.  I&#8217;m crying off and on.  I drove away because I couldn&#8217;t let myself stick around.
I encountered a man while bumming on wifi outside of a coffee joint.  It was late in the night.  The man was clearly a [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I write this now still in the luxury of my air conditioned car.  I&#8217;m crying off and on.  I drove away because I couldn&#8217;t let myself stick around.</p>
<p>I encountered a man while bumming on wifi outside of a coffee joint.  It was late in the night.  The man was clearly a wreck.  At first he had a story about his girlfriend locking him out of the house although that was not what was happening.  The man is homeless.</p>
<p>I think back now and only 30 minutes after asking him I can&#8217;t even remember his name.  I do remember his story though.  Six months back something went wrong in his life.  Overnight his company closed up leaving him short a couple of pay checks, with bills, and jobless.  He was already behind in rent and without being able to earn any money was quickly evicted.  He had a least one lady friend in which he tried to go to for a place to live for a while.  She was somewhat rich and had a jealous boyfriend that she believed was spying on her.  As a result he was not allowed to stay even a night.  The man&#8217;s life was chaotically spiraling.</p>
<p>At some point the man took to drinking as a means to deal with his problems.  Early in his homelessness he still had a car although the drinking and the car were not compatible.  One night he discovered this when he ran into a parked tow truck.  The police showed up and through some clever lies he convinced them he was not the driver.</p>
<p>As the story continues the man is puking the food and water out in front of me that I gave him earlier in the night.  It&#8217;s not entirely clear to me as to what his ailment is such that he is unable to hold in basic life sustenance.  He has been drinking.  He admits to drinking in the afternoon although I&#8217;m not convinced this is necessarily it.</p>
<p>Apparently the last day has been hard for him.  You see, somehow he got into a fight with some black guy last night.  The police came and noticed that he was not looking so good.  Through some means he was taken to a hospital.  At the hospital he sat for 4 or 5 hours and then after being looked at was simply given some water because they determined he was dehydrated.  This experience did not meet the standards he had compared to an LA hospital where he was hooked up to an IV and also given drugs for his pain.  Oh and clearly the man was in pain.  Ha, of course the drinking doesn&#8217;t help.  But besides the drinking he showed me his various wounds that were hurting him.  When the man walked he limped too in pain.</p>
<p>I talked to the man a bit to determine what he was considering for options.  Most oddly, him holding a sign asking for money was NOT an option.  I was perplexed.  He explained that he couldn&#8217;t bare to be seen like this by someone he knew.  The other thing in his mind was a deal he could make with a local organization.  Apparently through this organization you must commit yourself for 6 months to them.  You do work through them and they take care of you.  They do not pay you and he did not like this.</p>
<p>It&#8217;s clear to me he has a drinking problem.  He somewhat recognizes this.  In an odd fascination at one point he even mentions about how drinking helps him.  I don&#8217;t remember the precise words but the view was essential that the alcohol was a medicine.</p>
<p>The man apparently has a history.  He became a felon many years back.  This follows him around and makes getting a job  and dealing with the police difficult.  The man in fact complains of the police.  They come by give him verbal trouble and sometimes use physical force too.</p>
<p>The man spoke of being a man.  He should be able to take care of himself.  Demeaning himself to ask for money on the street would take away the one thing he still is.  He has other limits too.  Another man offered him $15 in exchange for sexual favors.  The homeless man quite clearly told me he couldn&#8217;t do it because he was not a homosexual.</p>
<p>Before long the homeless man is looking to pass out although he is severally dehydrated.  He considers water from a decoration fountain nearby but I advise we check out some other options first.  It&#8217;s late and everything in the immediate area is closed.  Still, after a bit of a hunt I find a vending machine that is out of water but still has sprite.  With a bit of change I retrieve the sprite and give it to him.</p>
<p>I walk the homeless man back to his stash of stuff, leave him with some money, and say good bye and good night.</p>
<p>It&#8217;s not clear to me at all what I&#8217;m dealing with nor if it matters.  I know not really this man.  At times I did worry some.  I still feel like a straight middle class american with regards to my need for security.  Although now all my physical processions are now contained in my car and this unknown and possibly desperate man sat near me in the middle of the night.  Thoughts did enter my mind about the potential danger.  A different place and time may yield a desperate man with a knife and some attitude.  My preconceptions are warped by my own desires for safety and comfort.</p>
<p>I considered the health of the man when I left him.  I mean, quite honestly, does finding him in this place leave me responsible if he is indeed going through serious health conditions? …</p>
<p>One thing was terribly clear to me in all of this.  The circumstance for this guy are dire and his own psyche gets in the way.  At one point he very briefly joked about killing himself as a way out.  Only I knew he wasn&#8217;t really joking.  The man is in deep physical and mental angst and death would be only too appealing.  Still, the man holds on for reasons I&#8217;m unsure of.  I can only guess somewhere in there he still has some hope.  What lies between that vision of hope and his current place are things most would likely keep far away. </p>
<p>Now, of course I fully expect most people that read this will respond with clear defenses as a means to distance themselves.  Let&#8217;s see<br />
-The homeless people cause their own problems<br />
-The homeless man could be lying<br />
-The homeless man could be sensationalizing his story<br />
-This homeless man is a felon and drunk<br />
-The homeless man has clear mental conditions<br />
-There is nothing I can do to help<br />
-I already do help by doing …<br />
-There are programs out there to help the homeless<br />
etc.</p>
<p>Believe me when i say I&#8217;ve used those defenses too and still will likely do so in the future.  Still, for the moment I sit with just the experience and the story.  And by this I mean I don&#8217;t consider what my role should be or how I should respond and instead just accept what I experienced.  Heh, perhaps I&#8217;ll cry more too because that seems to be what I want to do.</p>
]]></content:encoded>
			<wfw:commentRss>http://www.nicholashaasch.com/?feed=rss2&amp;p=267</wfw:commentRss>
		<slash:comments>0</slash:comments>
		</item>
		<item>
		<title>Polyphasic Sleeping (Days 14-22)</title>
		<link>http://www.nicholashaasch.com/?p=265</link>
		<comments>http://www.nicholashaasch.com/?p=265#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Tue, 04 May 2010 16:40:31 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Nicholas Haasch</dc:creator>
				<category><![CDATA[Uncategorized]]></category>

		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.nicholashaasch.com/?p=265</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[In many ways I wish I could be typing here right now about the last 3 weeks and how I successfully switched to a polyphasic sleep cycle where I consistently sleep no more then 3 hours total in a day and have incredible amounts of energy.  This is clearly not the case.
The first 2 [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>In many ways I wish I could be typing here right now about the last 3 weeks and how I successfully switched to a polyphasic sleep cycle where I consistently sleep no more then 3 hours total in a day and have incredible amounts of energy.  This is clearly not the case.</p>
<p>The first 2 weeks of the transition I was incredible strict.  With the exception of two times, I went those two weeks with the only sleep being a nap every 4 hours for 25 minutes.  My previous entries reflect a fair amount on this time.</p>
<p>After 2 weeks of strict discipline, I began to want a more organic experience with polyphasic sleep.  By this I mean it feels unnaturally to always and only take a nap every 4 hours when in fact my body is going through cycles.  There are sometimes when a nap is needed sooner and sometimes when the nap is not needed for a while.  Just as there are also times when an extra nap is needed.  Essentially I should be taking a nap when I feel tired.</p>
<p>So, over the last week I began to relax the rules a bit.  There were two things going through my head about sleep.  The first is that getting full cycles of sleep is essential.  So, in my naps I need to make sure I’m waking up at or near the end of the REM cycle.  The second thing I was thinking about was how I’m use to getting more hours of sleep then most people.  In the past I felt most refreshed when I was getting 8-10 hours of sleep.  This second thought lead me to believe I might need to be getting 7-8 naps in most days.</p>
<p>The overall outcome of making these minor changes caught me by surprise.  With the strict discipline removed I found myself no longer just automatically get up from naps and go about being awake.  I began to consider if I wanted more sleep frequently.  As a result, often I ended up going to be and staying in bed more often.</p>
<p>Over a few days I settled into the rhythm I currently have going.  Oddly, I’m still napping every 4 hours throughout the day.  However I also typically sleep for a 3-4 hour period sometime at night.</p>
<p>Overall I’m uncertain of the necessity of all that sleep.  I’m beginning to correlate sleep to my eating habits.  In my eating habits I actually only need a certain amount of food to be just fine.  I can usually even tell when my stomach is full.  Of course a typical restaurant serves me twice of what I need and I often find myself eating beyond the point of full.  I eat sometimes out of pure habit.  I’m not hungry, but that food is just right there.  That or else I have a habit of seeking food out of boredom sometimes. Sleeping holds similar qualities in that I have a set of habits around sleep.  Clearly I don’t always need sleep but through habit it has become a programmed response.</p>
<p>I spoke in a previous post about how I’ve used sleep in the past as a relaxing activity.  Sleep had become an essential place I could go to drop my stress.  During this experience if I wanted to avoid sleep then I have to fight this habit.  Now, I’ve started to find a replacement habit.  I’ve picked up yoga and have been finding relaxation in that time.  I fully intend yoga to become my main relaxing activity.</p>
<p>In all of this I’m trying to grab lessons.  I’ve done many experiments in the past, however this is the first time I’ve tried to be the slightest bit organized about what I was doing.  Over the coming years I intend to be doing more things similar to polyphasic sleeping.  I want to turn my world upside down out of pure curiosity of what it’s like to have that different life experience.  </p>
<p>It’s clear to me that in order to properly continue this work then I have to step up my level of maturity in how I conduct and record my experiences.  At the beginning of my polyphasic sleep transition I was not writing much information down as it happened.  Some of the details were getting fuzzy really quick.  As I relaxed into a less strict schedule then I began to notice I had no clue when I was all taking naps.  It was really quite disturbing.  Mentally tracking the times for 6-8 naps in a day is a lot of work.  This is especially the case when each of those naps does a cleaning of the mind during the day.  Beyond tracking I need clear rules and goals regarding my experiments.  I’m pretty sure if I’d made this a 30 day trial that I would be presenting different results today.</p>
<p>I still consider myself a polyphasic sleeper as I’m still sleeping many times throughout the day.  In fact I’m incredibly surprised to find myself automatically napping every 4 hours.  I’ve got a clear habit for napping.    Overall too I’m sleeping less and also finding unique opportunities available to me in the late night hours that I might not otherwise have.  This is awesome.</p>
<p>At the moment I’m not looking to make big changes to my polyphasic sleeping.  Instead, I’m going to spend time stabilizing what I currently have and I’m also interested in exploring the dream world more.  The best way I can think to do both of these things is purely to track what it is I’m doing.  I want to know when I sleep, how long I sleep for, and what I remember dreaming.  So, right before each nap I will track the time.  When I wake up from each nap I will also track the time and immediately write down any dream information.</p>
<p>I’ve got many interesting things coming up this month and most of them will be challenging for maintaining any kind of polyphasic sleeping.  What will happen when I road trip to Vegas to attend a 3 day workshop?  How will I continue to get naps in there?  Can I maximize my awake time during this experience to get the most out of my workshop?   I’ve also got a regional burn event I’ll be attending at the end of the month.  These events are intensely stimulating.  Those of you that attend burn events understand how they can be physically and emotionally challenging.  So, how will that play into my naps?  And there are yet other things happening too!  I’m moving out of my house and will begin adventuring around in my car and couch surfing at friend’s houses.  Oh my, there is much change ahead.</p>
]]></content:encoded>
			<wfw:commentRss>http://www.nicholashaasch.com/?feed=rss2&amp;p=265</wfw:commentRss>
		<slash:comments>0</slash:comments>
		</item>
		<item>
		<title>Polyphasic Sleeping (Days 9-13)</title>
		<link>http://www.nicholashaasch.com/?p=260</link>
		<comments>http://www.nicholashaasch.com/?p=260#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Sun, 25 Apr 2010 12:26:29 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Nicholas Haasch</dc:creator>
				<category><![CDATA[Uncategorized]]></category>

		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.nicholashaasch.com/?p=260</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[Given the events of the last day (I wrote most of this Saturday morning) and the overall time spent on this experiment, today is an appropriate day to reanalyze this experience and where to go from here.
I first want to talk about yesterday.  Yesterday was perhaps the most functional day of my polyphasic sleeping [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Given the events of the last day (I wrote most of this Saturday morning) and the overall time spent on this experiment, today is an appropriate day to reanalyze this experience and where to go from here.</p>
<p>I first want to talk about yesterday.  Yesterday was perhaps the most functional day of my polyphasic sleeping to date.  I spent the early AM hours chatting with a friend online while getting caught up on some tasks.  Around 7:30 I drove to my destination for the day and napped.  Then I spent the whole day at this event doing things with people.  During this time I attended some talks, helped prepare lunch, went into deep conversations, gave a massage, and quite a bit more.  Still, I managed to get all of my naps (quite easily in my car) throughout the day when I needed them and also be present and focused at the event.  This is quite a success!</p>
<p>And so I drove home around midnight and took my nap at 1am – and awoke at 7am.  Yikes!</p>
<p>Since I’ve awoken a flood of information has been going through my head about this experiment so far.  </p>
<p><strong>Authority: Preconceptions vs direct experience:</strong><br />
I had many preconceptions about sleep and in particular polyphasic sleeping going into the experiment.  And of course those around me have their preconception too.  What is most thrilling and exciting to me though is that despite the information available, there is a great deal of doubt that we actually do understand sleep and sleep patterns.  As a result there is also an incredible amount of curiosity about sleep patterns and with respect to this experiment, what the actual result are when we make dramatic changes to our sleeping habits.</p>
<p>As I’ve gone deeper into the experiment I’m finding it easier for me to set aside what I thought I knew and instead experience first hand the results.  And because of this direct experience I’m finding it easier to talk about my particular experience and what I understand about polyphasic sleeping versus speculation and otherwise frequently contradictory information.  It’s liberating and empowering because I’m relying now on direct feedback.  As a result I can begin to take a closer look at what I’ve been doing, what clearly works, and areas I can improve.</p>
<p><strong>Habits and discipline:</strong><br />
Habits and discipline are perhaps the most critical elements in successfully transitioning.  The most critical part about switching to a polyphasic sleeping cycle is making sure that you’ve trained yourself to do the right thing at the right time.  The two most important habits are that you must occupy yourself until your next nap and you must only nap 25 minutes.</p>
<p>There are existing habits in place though that can sometimes get in the way.  An example of this for me is that previous to polyphasic sleeping I enjoyed relaxing in the comfort of my bed immediately after I awoke.  This was an acceptable habit then for a variety of reasons but now proves to be troublesome.  During the transition I’m tired in different ways.  And also my bed has taken on a different meaning during polyphasic sleeping.  In polyphasic sleeping my bed is the places I go every 4 hour to take a nap.  It’s more then that though, I’ve only got 25 minutes for my nap, so I have to relax and fall asleep quickly in my bed.  This is great for getting in solid naps and absolutely deadly for just a general place to relax now.  At the moment if I go there to relax, I feel quite compelled to fall asleep.</p>
<p>I’m paying closer attention to those conflicting habits now.  It’s clear to me that at least for the moment I can’t stay in bed for anything except my nap because otherwise I risk falling asleep.  I’m pretty sure this is what happened the first time I overslept and certain recently oversleeping is a result of not getting immediately out of bed.</p>
<p>I’m still finding a bit of struggle in performing this because it’s not just as simple as taking on the new habit of only using the bed for sleep.  I had grown accustomed to also using my bed and sleep in general as a tool for relaxing.  And since using these two things as tool for relaxing is risky with polyphasic sleeping then I must find a new habit to substitute when I get what is still currently the urge to rest in bed.  At the moment I’m considering a seated or walking meditation.</p>
<p><strong>Energetic states and capability</strong><br />
When it comes to determining the effectiveness of polyphasic sleeping from and productivity standpoint, my energy states are the most important part of this experiment.  I was tempted to use the term energy level to describe this, but this can be a mistake.  While sometimes it feels like there is a spectrum from having no energy to having lots of energy, there is also just different kinds of ways I can feel when I have no energy or different kinds of ways I can feel when I have lots of energy.  And with each of these states I feel capable of completing different tasks.</p>
<p>I may in a future post go into more details regarding this, however for the moment I want to focus on the two states which happen to be a spectrum in which I’m experiences the most.  There is a nearly dead like state of a zombie in which I can barely focus on anything and find myself slipping in and out of consciousness. Then there is also this state when I’m feeling full of energy.  When I’m transitioning to the full energy state it feels as if the clouds just parted and the sun is shinning brightly on me and everything around me.  Honestly, things start to glow.  To say the least, I’m most capable of performing tasks when I’m in the shinny state.</p>
<p>At the moment, I’ve found the changes between the two states to be somewhat erratic.  I can have hours of blissful energetic and shiny state and then feel myself for no apparent reason slip into drowsiness zombie in maybe 15 to 30 minutes.</p>
<p>At the moment I’m guessing that my body is still adjusting its chemistry to polyphasic sleeping.  In particular I speculate that there is some sort of hormone that is getting released at one time and not at another time.  In a typical monophasic cycle it would be unnecessary for the body to use as much energy while sleeping so it has a mechanism to conserve energy.  I’m guessing my body is still a bit confused as a polyphasic sleeper.  It still has an existing habit of shutting down at night that it wants to follow.  Regardless, for my polyphasic sleeping transition to be successful, the dramatic drops in energy need to be stabilized.</p>
<p><strong>Long term sleeping logistics</strong><br />
It should be clear that requiring a nap every 4 hours is at the very least limiting and quite often crippling in handling many activities – that is in how I’m use to handling them.  I’ve seen polyphasic sleepers talk about how this as a problem, although, this is only likely an issue because they have frequently tried to do things in the ways they were use to doing them as a monophasic sleeper.  To successfully be a polyphasic sleeper then you are going to need to be creative in developing new ways to do things.  A quick example is that a long road trip becomes a game of skipping across the country in 4 hour increments.</p>
<p>There is more then that though.  Much like we’ve learned to flex our regular sleep schedule, polyphasic sleepers must also learn to flex their sleep cycle.  And of course much like monophasic sleeping, there are consequences to staying up late and also to missing sleep.  The better a polyphasic sleeper understand these consequences the more flexible they can be with their sleep and thus afford them more opportunities.</p>
<p>These long term sleeping logistics are of particular interest to me because in June I will be leaving the stability of home and be much more mobile.  At that time I will be traveling long distances every 6 weeks and I also would like to be out going to events regularly.  This could be an absolutely disaster.  I have no clue.  I’m taking it as yet another challenge.  The more ways I find to get my naps in and feel energized, the easier it’ll be for me to do activities in general.</p>
<p><strong>Over sleeping</strong><br />
Reflecting now on the first time I overslept, the following days were a minor setback in the overall transition.</p>
<p>In some ways there is a lot of similarities to starting from the beginning and oversleeping.  The first day is incredibly easy because I just got a lot of sleep, the next or two things gradually got a little worse as I occurred some sleep debt and sleep deprivation, with around the 4th day feeling like a peak.</p>
<p>In other ways there are drastic differences.  I can say with certainty that oversleeping has minor side effects compared to the initial transition.  Then there is also just the difference that experience bring : I have developed well established patterns.  I can make my nap every 4 hours and I can get though a full sleep cycle in 25 minutes.</p>
<p><strong>Fun</strong><br />
I’m amazed with how much fun I’m having doing this.  Yes, you are probably like me in that you don’t like feeling groggy, of low-energy, and otherwise depressed.  Emotionally that has been a difficult part of transitioning to polyphasic sleeping.  I just feel like crap sometimes.  But, that is only part of it!  There is also that nice warm glowing feeling I get.  Oh, and I am just having a blast with staying up all night and being perfectly capable of staying up the following day… and then the following night&#8230;  I’ve long thought there was a consequence to staying up all night : eventually I’d pay for it with having to sleep a bunch of hours.  And so I’d frequently just skip the activity so I’d get enough sleep.  And now I can do that activity and then I oddly find myself still awake with a whole night in front of me!  Woah!  I feel like a kid in a candy store.  Mmmm… So many tasty treats!</p>
<p>There is also an adventure to all of this.  As much as I try to, I’m finding it difficult to predict what is going to happen next.  I had grown accustomed to a tight schedule with specific activities.  Now, not only do I not have my previous schedule, but I also happen to have a whole lot more night hours.  And of course my energetic state is shifting a lot.  Sometimes I’m a walking zombie blipping in and out of consciousness while other times myself and all the things around me are glowing in the middle of the night.</p>
<p>To combat night time loneliness and otherwise boredom I’ve also been having fun chatting online.  Believe it or not, there are a lot of equally lonely and bored people on the internet during the middle of the night.  The key is finding them!  I’m searching for you all out there, and I’m getting better.   <img src='http://www.nicholashaasch.com/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_wink.gif' alt=';-)' class='wp-smiley' /> </p>
<p><strong>Moving forward</strong><br />
I’ve now overslept twice.  In some ways this actually feels like a big set back to me, but as you may be able to tell by the rest of this post &#8212; I’m not done yet.  While I fully intend to transition to polyphasic sleeping, that is just a fun and challenging goal to shoot toward.  You know how sometimes they speak of that the journey is more important then the destination?  This is one of those times!  I feel alive!  I’m not sure how evident it is in my posts, but I have pushed myself a lot since I’ve started and I’ve had tremendous experiences.  </p>
<p>I did consider, quite briefly, this as a moment to quit.  But Nope!  I’ve learned a lot since I’ve started about my sleep cycles, energy levels, habits, and so much more.  I’ve had a lot of success along the way already too.  I honestly never considered I could with consistency fall asleep and be through a cycle of sleep in 25 minutes.  Now, THAT is a power nap.</p>
<p>Now, there are some minor changes I need to make in the days ahead, but mostly I’m just going to continue doing what I have been doing :  Be awake for 3 ½ hours and sleep for 25 minutes.</p>
]]></content:encoded>
			<wfw:commentRss>http://www.nicholashaasch.com/?feed=rss2&amp;p=260</wfw:commentRss>
		<slash:comments>0</slash:comments>
		</item>
		<item>
		<title>Polyphasic Sleeping (Days 6-8)</title>
		<link>http://www.nicholashaasch.com/?p=258</link>
		<comments>http://www.nicholashaasch.com/?p=258#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Tue, 20 Apr 2010 18:36:58 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Nicholas Haasch</dc:creator>
				<category><![CDATA[Uncategorized]]></category>

		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.nicholashaasch.com/?p=258</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[Over a week has passed since I started my polyphasic sleeping schedule and I’m feeling confident about successfully stabilizing this transition.  To be clear, I’m not fully transitioned yet, however I do suspect I’ve gone over the hardest part and equally I feel confident I could do that again.
I had a major deviation from [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Over a week has passed since I started my polyphasic sleeping schedule and I’m feeling confident about successfully stabilizing this transition.  To be clear, I’m not fully transitioned yet, however I do suspect I’ve gone over the hardest part and equally I feel confident I could do that again.</p>
<p>I had a major deviation from my sleeping schedule at the end of day 6.  I laid down at 9 pm and didn’t awake until around 3 am.  I felt very confused when I awoke.  I’m really not sure what happened, however, for some reason the alarm didn’t wake me up.  It’s possible I forgot to set the alarm.  It may also be that I awoke, turned the alarm off, laid in bed for a few seconds, and accidentally fell back asleep.  Both of those possibilities seem odd to me because my discipline has been sharp the rest of the week.</p>
<p>After I awoke to this issue I hopped online to do a bit more reading.  Something similar happened to Pavlina on day 12 of his transition.  He just continued on and everything worked out fine. So, I decided to do the same by continuing my polyphasic sleep schedule.</p>
<p>The good thing about this issue is that using a second alarm clock is an easy fix.  Honestly, I should have been using two alarms clocks to begin with.  Still, I was having excellent luck with my phone alarm so I didn’t bother to set something else up.  No problem though, within a few minutes I pulled out my old alarm clock from storage and had it set up.  </p>
<p>I’ve gone a day and a half since the incident and it feels like it might have set me back just a slight bit in the transition  I’m still able to enter REM sleep during my naps and I’ve yet to reenter zombie mode during my awake hours.  Everything seems fine.</p>
<p>One odd thing that has happened a few times since my last post is that I’ve been waking myself up during sleep prematurely.  For each of these experiences I become lucid during dreaming and make the observation that the dream has felt like it has lasted a long time.  Naturally, I wonder if I’m oversleeping and so I jolt awake  And looking at the alarm clock when I awake  reveals I’ve only been in bed for 10 to 15 minutes.  To say the least I’ve been growing some appreciation for time dilation that occurs in dreams.</p>
<p>One area of excitement that I hadn’t anticipated is that I’m connecting more deeply with my dream world.  Previous I went a whole day between entering the dream world and often I didn’t remember much when I woke up.  Now, however, I’m revisiting that dream state every four hours and frequently remember my dream just as I awake.  This seems really interesting to me.  Consider this: how many thing in your life do you connect with every 4 hours?</p>
<p>I’m also enjoying my 4 hour cycles.  16 hours of wake and all the activities that occurs during that time seems exhausting.  At the moment I’m mostly taking things one sleep cycle at a time.  So, I often awake thinking about what I can do with 3 ½ hours,  do those things, and go take a nap.</p>
<p>I’m also really enjoying the extra time I’m getting with polyphasic sleeping.  In particular I’m feeling like I can be much more indulgent with my time since I have more to go around.  My current favorite activity is to find new people to meet on the internet.  I’m enjoying the challenge of both finding people that interest me and also discovering quick ways to feel connected with them.  I’ve chatted up quite a few spectacular people from across the country and hope to find many more. </p>
]]></content:encoded>
			<wfw:commentRss>http://www.nicholashaasch.com/?feed=rss2&amp;p=258</wfw:commentRss>
		<slash:comments>0</slash:comments>
		</item>
		<item>
		<title>Polyphasic Sleeping (Day 4-5)</title>
		<link>http://www.nicholashaasch.com/?p=249</link>
		<comments>http://www.nicholashaasch.com/?p=249#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Sun, 18 Apr 2010 00:40:21 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Nicholas Haasch</dc:creator>
				<category><![CDATA[Uncategorized]]></category>

		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.nicholashaasch.com/?p=249</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[Two and half more days have passed since my last post and I’m still meeting my schedule adequately.  With the exception of one nap I’ve started every nap within 5 minutes of when it was scheduled and I’ve woken up within 2 minutes of the planned 25 minute nap.  The one exception occurred [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Two and half more days have passed since my last post and I’m still meeting my schedule adequately.  With the exception of one nap I’ve started every nap within 5 minutes of when it was scheduled and I’ve woken up within 2 minutes of the planned 25 minute nap.  The one exception occurred because by accident I had an alarm go off 10 minutes into my nap.  At that time I decided I still needed a full nap so I reset the alarm to go off after 20 more minutes.  Luckily that deviation is quite minor.</p>
<p>The last two days have been similar to the previous two in that the days have been alright with the nights being more difficult.  I’m still finding the time between 5am and 9am to be most difficult.  This morning was exceptionally so!  During this time I found my vision loosing focus and then it almost felt as if my mind was disappearing into a vortex.  I’m pretty sure this is where I could fall asleep.  So far though my focus kept coming back and I could see clearly a bit before falling out of focus again.  </p>
<p>This morning I took a long walk which consisted mostly of doing what I just described above.  That walk was the most difficult experience yet.  The walk seemed exceptionally long as I kept coming in and out of focus.  I found myself very sweaty when I got back from the walk.  Part of this was because I wore a coat and it was fairly warm out.  I also think it’s possible the sleep deprivation had some influence on how my body was working at that time.  What was perhaps more interesting though is within 10 minutes of getting back from the walk I found a sharp increase in my focus.  That was reassuring as I still had a while to go before the next nap.</p>
<p>I had originally decided that I was only going to nap 6 times throughout the day according to a strict schedule.  After last nights experience and also reviewing Pavlina’s logs I’ve decided to change my approach.  If nights get more difficult then I may find myself awaking from a nap I didn’t plan.  During Pavlina’s transition he decided to add an extra nap directly in between his 1am and 5am nap.  I’m going to be doing exactly the same.  So I’ll be napping at 2:45am for 25 minutes.</p>
<p>One thing that has surprised me the most with this experiment is the sometimes rapid fluxuations with how I feel while I’m awake.  I’ve gotten into the habit of rating how alert I’m feeling between 1 and 10.  (Where 1 is being barely able to keep my eyes open and 10 is god shining beautiful rays of awesome on me)  I’ve gone from 2 to 6 within a few minutes.  I’ve also gone from about 4 to 9 within half an hour.  It’s really odd to experience too.  I’ll just sit there doing things on my computer and gradually the room begins to illuminate and then glow.  During that time I’ll also feel myself getting warm, fuzzy, and joyful inside.  The transition is spectacular!</p>
<p>I’m trying hard to create a simple baseline for this experiment by not engaging in activities that could alter my sleeping rhythms dramatically.  I’m stretching a bit though because I’m trying to make the most of my time with my brother while he is in town this week.  One example of this is that I found myself using a hooka for the first time last night.  I don’t think the hooka had a profound effect on my sleeping but of course I’m not sure.  Regardless I had a good night with the hooka and him!:) I’ve enjoyed my time with him this week; however I’ll admit to be a bit relieved that his visit is almost over.  He’s pretty good with pushing me outside my normal routines.</p>
<p>Pavlina in his logs talks about psychologically transitioning to a polyphasic sleeping schedule.  I’m only beginning to understand what he is talking about.  In 5 days I’ve already napped over 30 times.  I’ve gone to bed and awoken 30 times in 5 days!  Oddly, each time doesn’t feel that different then what I was already use to with a single night’s sleep.  By this I mean when the alarms goes off I’m a bit confused for a few brief seconds.  I find myself trying to get a grasp on where I am and what I’m doing.  Experiencing this every 4 hours is just weird.</p>
<p>I’m also finding old patterns that just do not make sense anymore.  One example of this is the knowing that eventually I’ll be in bed for a bunch of hours.  I’ve had it happen several times now where I’ll notice I’ve done an activity all night long and therefore I seem to know I won’t be able to do anything else for many hours because I’ll be sleeping.  Except this is wrong now.  In 25 minutes I’m actually good to go again.</p>
<p>I’ve got another week ahead of me with practically nothing planned.  This will help with stabilizing the transition.  I’m still however thinking out long term.  Eventually I’ll have more activates happening and not all of them are gong to be so kind to conform to my 4 hour cycles.  To sustain polyphasic sleeping long term I’ll need to develop strategies for dealing with long activities or activities that occur during a schedule sleep time.  I’m keeping this on my mind in the following week!</p>
]]></content:encoded>
			<wfw:commentRss>http://www.nicholashaasch.com/?feed=rss2&amp;p=249</wfw:commentRss>
		<slash:comments>0</slash:comments>
		</item>
		<item>
		<title>Polyphasic Sleeping (Day 1-3)</title>
		<link>http://www.nicholashaasch.com/?p=246</link>
		<comments>http://www.nicholashaasch.com/?p=246#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Thu, 15 Apr 2010 16:41:06 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Nicholas Haasch</dc:creator>
				<category><![CDATA[Uncategorized]]></category>

		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.nicholashaasch.com/?p=246</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[It has been 72 hours since I awoke from hibernation.  Since then I’ve napped every 4 hours for 25 minutes.  My naps are at 1am, 5am, 9am, 1pm, 5pm, and 9pm.  Overall this transition is feeling easier then I expected.  Of course I say this with respect to that I’m only [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>It has been 72 hours since I awoke from hibernation.  Since then I’ve napped every 4 hours for 25 minutes.  My naps are at 1am, 5am, 9am, 1pm, 5pm, and 9pm.  Overall this transition is feeling easier then I expected.  Of course I say this with respect to that I’m only 3 days in.  I’m guessing the worse symptoms will peak today.</p>
<p>A lot has happen in the first 72 hours.  The first day was not a big deal as I had a full nights rest leading up toward it.  I didn’t even fall asleep during some of the naps for the first day.  Still, I’m glad I stuck to the schedule to help establish a routine.</p>
<p>The second day was uneventful until the night hours.  This is no surprise as I was expecting the night hours would be among the toughest.  What I didn’t expect was this difficulty would extend into the early morning.  I’ve found 5am-9am to be the hardest hours to stay awake.  During this time I experience what some polyphasic people call zombie mode.  In zombie mode I can’t seem to do activities that require even a small amount of concentrations such as watching a movie.  When attempting this I’ll find myself loosing focus to what I’m looking at and instead I start drifting off.</p>
<p>All is not lost in zombie mode though.  While I’ve lost some focus, I find I’m able to move my body about just fine.  In fact that seems to be about the only thing I can do.  I just keep moving around.  Walks are nice during this time.  Interestingly, as long as I’m moving I find myself hardly aware of any symptoms of sleep deprivation.</p>
<p>This morning I found myself quite enamored with zombie mode.  I had decided to walk a trail near my house.  What I discovered is that my internal dialogue had shut off and I was present in the now.  This was exceptionally easy because my mind doesn’t seem to have the option to think much in zombie mode.</p>
<p>I’ve been finding this last night to be the most difficult of the three.  As I write this I feel fairly exhausted.  I’m quite hopeful this will clear up soon.  I know I’m entering REM sleep at least sometimes because I awoke from my 5am nap with a reoccurring dream.</p>
<p>The symptoms of sleep deprivation have been seemed light to me so far.  In the past the lack of sleep has made me have headaches and also my digestion would make me feel wretched.  I’m barely noticing either of those symptoms.  I’m actually feeling almost no ‘fight’ as a whole with regards to sleep deprivation.  This is surprising to me.  I thought I would consciously have to try to keep myself from sleeping.  As if I’d be battling this great beast that would be inflicting various things on me to coerce me to fall asleep.  Nope.  </p>
<p>The worst thing I’ve dealt with is that of zombie mode.  Although zombie mode doesn’t feel bad.  No, instead I just find I’m loosing concentration.  I can solve this issue by not involving myself in activities that involve concentration. </p>
<p>I do hope I’m not getting ahead of myself with regards to how simple I’m feeling this is.  With only 72 hours under my belt there is likely plenty of time for something to catch me by surprise.  I’m keeping my eyes open for surprises… Well, as much as they’ll stay open at the moment.</p>
]]></content:encoded>
			<wfw:commentRss>http://www.nicholashaasch.com/?feed=rss2&amp;p=246</wfw:commentRss>
		<slash:comments>0</slash:comments>
		</item>
		<item>
		<title>Polyphasic Sleeping</title>
		<link>http://www.nicholashaasch.com/?p=235</link>
		<comments>http://www.nicholashaasch.com/?p=235#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Tue, 13 Apr 2010 21:37:32 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Nicholas Haasch</dc:creator>
				<category><![CDATA[Uncategorized]]></category>

		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.nicholashaasch.com/?p=235</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[I first started reading Steve Pavlina over 2 years ago. At the time his experiment with polyphasic sleeping grabbed my attention.  Somehow this polyphasic sleeping stuff allowed him to only sleep two to two and a half hours in a day?  That is so cool!
Polyphasic sleeping is about breaking up your sleep such [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I first started reading Steve Pavlina over 2 years ago. At the time his experiment with polyphasic sleeping grabbed my attention.  Somehow this polyphasic sleeping stuff allowed him to only sleep two to two and a half hours in a day?  That is so cool!</p>
<p>Polyphasic sleeping is about breaking up your sleep such that you sleep multiple times in a day versus a single time.  Now, there are many different types of polyphasic sleeping, however among the most popular and the one chosen by Pavlina is the Uberman schedule.</p>
<p>The Uberman schedule uses 6 20-30 minute naps spread evenly throughout the day.  So for example someone using the Uberman schedule may decide to take a nap at 2am, 6am, 10am, 2pm, 6pm, and 10pm.  The goal of this schedule is to reduce the amount of time it takes to get into REM sleep.  A typical sleep cycle will last 90 minutes and REM will occur near the end of the cycle.  With the Uberman schedule theoretically that time can be reduce such that REM is achieved and the cycle finishes within 20-30 minutes.</p>
<p>Achieving the Uberman schedule is not easy.  In fact you can goggle polyphasic sleeping and see just how many people have failed to do so.  There are two common problems that occur :  a person is not strict enough with their schedule and a person may accidentally oversleep.</p>
<p>Both of these issues can be solved through the use of some discipline.  Plain and simple, you MUST follow your schedule.  So typically that means you MUST take your nap at the designated nap time and ONLY for the time allotted.  Equally be sure and doubly sure that your alarm clock is set and will wake you up.</p>
<p>Now, there is one more critical thing to expect with the transition: you’ll go through sleep deprivation for a few days.  The symptoms vary from person to person but among the symptoms you might notice are fatigue, headache, muscle soreness, digestion issues, overall lower immunity, oh and yah possibly hallucinations!</p>
<p>So, what are the results?  Well, if you are one of those theoretical people who sleep 8 hours a week then you could find yourself with around 35 more hours on your hands.  That’s almost the equivalent of a standard American workweek!</p>
<p>So I mentioned that I read about this over 2 years ago.  Why am I doing this now?  Scheduling!  Due to me finally quitting my job, I suddenly have a lot of free time.  =D  This means I’m going to play with polyphasic sleeping.</p>
<p>Now, some people have asked why I’m doing this.  From a productivity stand point it would be easy to point toward those 35 hours because that alone is pretty cool.  Still, that is not my driving motivation.</p>
<p>Much like how Pavlina answered the question : I’m CURIOUS.  In particular I recall him describing a mindset difference while he was a polyphasic sleeper.  He describes how the days began to flow together because there was no longer a definitive end to them.  It was as if time took on a completely different meaning.  Now, that is but one observation.  How else will life be different with this one change?</p>
<p>Another good reason I’m doing this is purely for the challenge.  Based on other peoples’ experiences, this isn’t an easy thing to do.  As I’ve stated, most people fail.  One of my biggest realizations in my work with personal development is that I’m not that aware of my limitations.  So, part of that means I like to test myself to see exactly what I’m capable of. </p>
<p>I’m posting this about 32 hours since I woke from my last deep sleep.  Theoretically I should be beginning to enter the challenging parts of the polyphasic adjustment.  I’ll continue to keep posting updates!</p>
]]></content:encoded>
			<wfw:commentRss>http://www.nicholashaasch.com/?feed=rss2&amp;p=235</wfw:commentRss>
		<slash:comments>0</slash:comments>
		</item>
		<item>
		<title>Together and Apart</title>
		<link>http://www.nicholashaasch.com/?p=227</link>
		<comments>http://www.nicholashaasch.com/?p=227#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Tue, 08 Dec 2009 13:41:53 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Nicholas Haasch</dc:creator>
				<category><![CDATA[Uncategorized]]></category>

		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.nicholashaasch.com/?p=227</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[The time is nearing
We will depart
My tears come pouring
For I will miss you dearly
I’m conflicted you see
I want to feel freely
I want to feel it with all my soul
I want to know losing you
I want to know it deeply
I want to cry in deep and bitter sorrow
I want to experience the wholeness of that sentiment
And [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>The time is nearing<br />
We will depart<br />
My tears come pouring<br />
For I will miss you dearly</p>
<p>I’m conflicted you see<br />
I want to feel freely<br />
I want to feel it with all my soul<br />
I want to know losing you<br />
I want to know it deeply<br />
I want to cry in deep and bitter sorrow<br />
I want to experience the wholeness of that sentiment</p>
<p>And yet<br />
And yet<br />
There is too much seriousness to that<br />
What if I you really did mean that much to me?<br />
What if you really were that essential?</p>
<p>I know of attachment<br />
I know of two souls coming together<br />
I know of souls being ripped apart<br />
I fear not either</p>
<p>I will cry with all my heart<br />
For I have lost<br />
Ripped in half<br />
Left to limp away</p>
]]></content:encoded>
			<wfw:commentRss>http://www.nicholashaasch.com/?feed=rss2&amp;p=227</wfw:commentRss>
		<slash:comments>0</slash:comments>
		</item>
		<item>
		<title>Hello [is anyone out there?]</title>
		<link>http://www.nicholashaasch.com/?p=225</link>
		<comments>http://www.nicholashaasch.com/?p=225#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Tue, 08 Dec 2009 01:07:32 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Nicholas Haasch</dc:creator>
				<category><![CDATA[Uncategorized]]></category>

		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.nicholashaasch.com/?p=225</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[A voice
With a simple message
…
Hello
&#8230;
Do you hear the message?
…
You are not alone
I am here
With you
…
Do you hear the message?
]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>A voice<br />
With a simple message<br />
…</p>
<p>Hello</p>
<p>&#8230;</p>
<p>Do you hear the message?</p>
<p>…</p>
<p>You are not alone<br />
I am here<br />
With you</p>
<p>…</p>
<p>Do you hear the message?</p>
]]></content:encoded>
			<wfw:commentRss>http://www.nicholashaasch.com/?feed=rss2&amp;p=225</wfw:commentRss>
		<slash:comments>0</slash:comments>
		</item>
		<item>
		<title>Truth in experience</title>
		<link>http://www.nicholashaasch.com/?p=223</link>
		<comments>http://www.nicholashaasch.com/?p=223#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Wed, 11 Nov 2009 19:03:31 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Nicholas Haasch</dc:creator>
				<category><![CDATA[Uncategorized]]></category>

		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.nicholashaasch.com/?p=223</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[I hear &#8220;blah blah blah&#8221; in my mind more frequently when I listen to presenters or read blogs.  The thing is this : I&#8217;ve heard a billion opinions about the world.  I&#8217;ve been told that I need to do A to obtain B.  And you know what?  I&#8217;ve also been told [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I hear &#8220;blah blah blah&#8221; in my mind more frequently when I listen to presenters or read blogs.  The thing is this : I&#8217;ve heard a billion opinions about the world.  I&#8217;ve been told that I need to do A to obtain B.  And you know what?  I&#8217;ve also been told that C will obtain B.  Or that A will actually obtain D.  </p>
<p>There is a great variation of truth about the world!  Ultimately it&#8217;s all noise from the real truth : Your own experience.  Go out and test the world.  That is when you&#8217;ll discover what is real and what isn&#8217;t.  Screw the opinions of everyone else.  Screw what they say.  Discover for yourself what is real.</p>
]]></content:encoded>
			<wfw:commentRss>http://www.nicholashaasch.com/?feed=rss2&amp;p=223</wfw:commentRss>
		<slash:comments>0</slash:comments>
		</item>
	</channel>
</rss>
